The first month of 2010 is almost over. Although it has been one emotional roller coaster ride I have found some time in between the chaos to explore my passion for photography. By doing this, my mind is at ease and I can think about taking photographs and not my hectic life. I’m not going to sit here and write about how life just sucks sometimes and you can’t explain why things happen. I can say that I have met someone very special who by just smiling at me, makes me feel ten times better. . So with that being said all I’m going to do now is post some of my favorite shots that I have taken. I hope that I can continue to make time for me and time to get out of the house. You can check out more of these photos in “Fine Art”.
I received some bad news yesterday morning. My grandfather passed away after a long battle with many health related issues. This man lived a life full of struggles and triumphs. He was nothing more than a big teddy bear with a bit of attitude on the side. His wife, my Nana, was his life and she took care of him every step of the way until the end. Their marriage was not perfect by no means, but it stood the test of time and they never stopped loving each other. I was fortunate to see my grandfather last summer and to hang out and laugh like we used too. I remember spending my last summer with him and nana before I went into the Marine Corps. It is one of the best summers that I will never forget. He knew how to make you laugh, even if it was at his corny jokes. He also knew exactly how to push your buttons just to get you going. I talked to him on Christmas day and he was his old self, laughing and enjoying the big meal and family and friends.
My mom and dad are in Denver now and will be saying goodbye this Sunday, as for us grandkids, we will be planning a big get together in Denver in a couple of months. It will be more or less a time spent with Nana to look back and remember the life he lived. He will be deeply missed and always loved.
This past year has been filled with many ups and downs. I have lost two friends and gained many more. I’m not quite sure where this year has gone, but it has been a year to remember. Life moves in mysterious ways and only God knows what path you are to follow. My divorce was final this year, Julia started middle school and Michelle finally made the Honor roll at school. I have had some major economical setbacks and with having no job opportunities has left me penny pinching everyday. My kids do come first but I try to keep my spirits up and hope that one day someone will come along who will be there for me, and want to be there. I have many close friends and I thank God each and everyday for them.
My brother Charlie became a new daddy this past month. Alexis Jade Dockins, 4lbs, 16oz, 17 inches long.. She is the tinest thing, her head can fit in the palm of my hand.
I’m so proud of him and he is so happy. Both of my brothers have made better lives for themselves. My sister and her family are doing well as always. Her husband was accepted to the Greenwood police department, OOHHRAH!!!.
I finished up my first semester at ECU and about to jump into another one. This next semester will be a tough one. I have to teach five lessons this year, it should be interesting. I’m done with Carteret Community College finally, and I am on my way to big and better things.
I will leave you with some pictures of this past year.. Can’t wait for 2010…
It’s been a couple of weeks since my last post and I feel my life has changed quite a bit since then. It has been a very enlightening couple of weeks to say the least.
Lets just say that when I awoke this morning to a beautiful sunrise in my backyard, I thanked God for being here. The wind was bone crushingly cold as I stood in awe of the sun coming up in the distance. As I stood there shivering in the wind, but quite warm in thought, I started to reflect back on how I got here in the first place. It has been a long while since I was able to relax and have no emotional stress in my life. Yes I’m struggling with finances, relationships, kids, and just life in itself but, I’m here. I have so many good friends, family, and a wonderful God who allows me to catch these perfect moments in life. Who knows what could happen tomorrow, but all I know is, is this was my moment to breathe, and be thankful for what I have in front of me. I choose to never let it go, and this is and will always be apart of me and who I am. I love my God and I know he loves me. What ever path he chooses me to be on I will try my hardest to be steadfast and do what is right. Keeping ALL of my friends close to my heart and loving each and everyone that comes into my life.
I wish Everyone a Very Merry Christmas and a Wonderful and Happy New Year..
Well, this semester is coming to an end. I am eagerly awaiting for some time away from this computer. In fact this past couple days have been slow but productive. I took the girls to the airport Saturday morning so they can spend turkey day with their dad.
I then made my way down to Wilmington for some down time, even if it was only for a day. Of course, beer, friends, and great food as always. I returned Sunday afternoon and prepared a stew and quickly settled in for the day. The Broncos lost yet another game and I’m finding myself on the Verge of giving up on them. Needless to say they are not doing so hot, but I can never give up on my Broncos no matter how bad they do.
I had a great day on Monday, spent some down time with a great friend. Took a stroll on the beach and ended the night with movies, food, and good wine. All in all I would say that I’m doing pretty good. Even though the economy sucks and I’m struggling with the day-to-day routines, I have some great friends and life is good. I forsee it getting better so that is a blessing all in its self. You have to learn to take life one day at a time, keep things simple, and except things you can not change.
I wish everyone a Happy Thanksgiving and try not to eat too much….
Oh.. Here is my new home…. yeah on a good day.. Maybe when I retire in……………how many years.. uggghh. Long way to go.
A friend of mine passed away this morning. He has been struggling over a year from a motorcycle accident and was on his way to recovery when things got worse. He was a very special person and he was a good friend. He will be deeply missed.
RIP Mel
Going to the PUB, to say farewell.
Perhaps they are not the stars, but rather openings in Heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy. Author Unknown
This past week and the weeks to come have been and will be extremely busy. I have been working on my clinical Practicums for Elementary Education, going back and forth to the dentist, school work, and house work. Halloween is over and now I await for Thanksgiving. The girls will be leaving on the 21 to see their dad. I’m not sure if I have to pick them up on the 27th or the 29th, that part is up in the air. Either way I will have a couple of days to relax without all the noise. I will be headed down to Wilmington on the day I drop them off at the airport, will definitely hit some pubs, good food, and maybe walk down by the waterfront if it’s not too cold. I also have to set up another date for my Praxis I test, cross my fingers I pass this time around. Needless to say, if I can find time for myself within the next two weeks, it will be a miracle.
Well here are a few pictures from Halloween and Julia’s first Orchestra concert…. I have to get back to the books…
So Michelle took some pictures of the concert and she wanted me to post some of them.. Here are a few.
The weekend went pretty well, went to the pub Friday night and enjoyed some good beer and good company. Woke up the next morning and we were off to Wilmington for the JDRF Walk for the Cure. The girls had a good time, free food, fun, and games as always, even though the weather was a little unorganized.
Julia, shop at Mayfare Town Center
Michelle, trying to do the warm up exercises
Sunday was busy as well, with church, classes and choir. The weather turned and the temperature dropped and the rain came in on Monday morning., which has come and gone, as well as my fist half day observation. My first day went well, even though all I did was observe. Third graders are not as bad as I made them out to be. On to the next half day, many, many more to come.. Time to go to bed.. Exhausted, This weekend is going to be hectic as well, Fall Festival church on Friday, and of course Halloween on Saturday, and church on Sunday. whewww.. Busy, busy, busy.
I think I might take a walk on the beach in the morning, depending on the weather of course
It has been a week since the Oktoberfest at Harrikas’ Brew Haus. I had a great time, enjoyed free food, beer, and great live music from the My Three Kilts band. Here are a couple of shots of the festival. It was extremely hot that day, but now the cooler weather is rolling in this weekend.
The week has come and gone, including the weekend. Went to the pub last nigh and it was completly dead. Just me and a friend was there and no one else but the staff. I think it was too cold out. I took Michelle to her fall festival on Friday night and Julia went as well. They had a good time of course, as I chased each one around trying to keep tabs on them. I couldn’t keep up with Michelle long enough to get a picture, she was chasing down a boy.. OH NO!!!
So, the weekend is over and Monday is upon us. I have to get my in class observation scheduled, go to my Upper Level Divison interview, dental appointments, etc… It never ends. I’m counting down the days until Nov 21… This will be my break time.. I’m already exausted from writing this, but I have to keep blogging and updating as I go. Well got to get going, I have a baby shower to prepare for. Everyone try to stay warm it’s a cold one out there.. Brrrrrrrrr
I awoke the other morning to a beautiful pink sky in my backyard. It was a great day to take a brisk walk along the beach. I took my camera out this time around, knowing that I have seen everything before. The season has come to an end and everything that was once packed full of people are now empty. The once loud noises of kids laughing and running around, is now silent, and bare.
Empty Bumper Boats
Closed Track
Like I alway do, I walked out to Bouge Pier, watched the fisherman bring in what ever they could catch for the day, and continued on my way back. It was a peaceful walk, among all the spiders above the tree lines.
Saturday is here and we had the blessing of the animals at church this morning. It was nice, and even quite considering all the animals that were there. I had to keep Jaucie at bay, so Michelle was in charge of taking pictures. Here are a few she took, she captured some great ones.
The girls are going out to a birthday party tonight so I have some time too myself. Going to the pub for some great music, great beer, and some great friends.
Julia, shop at Mayfare Town Center
Michelle, trying to do the warm up exercises
r, and great live music from the My Three Kilts band. Here are a couple of shots of the festival. It was extremely hot that day, but now the cooler weather is rolling in this weekend.
So, the weekend is over and Monday is upon us. I have to get my in class observation scheduled, go to my Upper Level Divison interview, dental appointments, etc… It never ends. I’m counting down the days until Nov 21… This will be my break time.. I’m already exausted from writing this, but I have to keep blogging and updating as I go. Well got to get going, I have a baby shower to prepare for. Everyone try to stay warm it’s a cold one out there.. Brrrrrrrrr
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